On the Needles

  • Very cool handbag knit using Banana Silk in Rangi Changi. 90% complete.
  • A funky vest to be worn over a sheer white top knit using Tahki Cotton Classic in Blue Slate. Top-down pattern in the round by the venerable Knit & Tonic. 70% complete.
  • Short-sleeved sweater by the lovely Amelia Raitte. I've only just swatched using Jo Sharp Soho Cotton in Thyme.

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Current Affairs

October 23, 2008

Why He's Winning

Obama_poll_1006 I have to share this terrific article in Time Magazine by Joe Klein titled, Why Obama is Winning. Klein describes key moments he feels predict how Obama will realistically and effectively lead our country. An underlying theme in this piece illustrates Obama's intellectualism, his ability to learn and adapt and his superior understanding of economics and the challenges facing our nation.

If you haven't read it, please do. If you know people who are on the fence, please encourage them to read it. We need this man.

September 29, 2008

Voting Fraud. Nothing we can do about it?

Watch Recount! After white-knuckling my way through HBO's award-winning movie, Recount, which manages to portray the 2000 election's Florida recount as a gripping and suspenseful story (despite the fact that we all know how that one turned out), I was incredibly disheartened to read this piece by Marty Kaplan about voter registration fraud and sabotage.

"Josef Stalin is reputed to have said, "Those who cast the votes decide nothing. Those who count the votes decide everything." I think he had it half right. Those who decide who cast the votes also decide everything."


What can we do? Is there any recourse? It seems hopeless.

Yesterday during my jog, I listened to a Bill Maher podcast from the Real Time episode (9/19/08) where Andrew Sullivan, Naomi Klein and will.i.am were discussing the huge part race will play in this election. A great episode, by the way. They all agreed that Obama needs at least a 5-7 point lead in the polls on election day just to break even and overcome the racial prejudice that will play out in the privacy of the voting booth. The odds are so tight—it's staggering.

I feel like all we can do is hope McCain/Palin continue to slip, and the public really wakes up and starts to take notice. And doesn't that feel pathetic. Do we really need a landslide to get Obama into the White House? It sure looks that way.

September 26, 2008

Schelp!

Sarah Silverman wants you to threaten your grandparents...


The Great Schlep from The Great Schlep on Vimeo.

A Risk We Can't Afford

Bliptv First off, I promise to return to less inflammatory posting soon. But for now, I can't help myself!

After reading through the first hundred or so comments on the latest political post from dooce, I found a link to this objective commentary about whether we can afford elect a woman who can look Americans in the eye and say that her proximity to Russia makes her an experienced foreign policy administrator to the White House.

According to this presentation, Palin is a wildcard, but I don't agree with that assessment. The word wildcard suggests we don't know enough about her to determine her likely positions and actions as VP and even, all gods forbid, President. I think there is a lot of evidence to suggest that she isn't in the habit of making informed decisions after careful consideration, that she doesn't consider our planet's health above or even remotely equal to the wealth of the special interest groups and corporations that are poisoning it, that she believes she is anointed from God to assist in bringing about the end of days...I could go on and on.

In this time of religious extremism informing global security, extreme economic meltdown, unprecedented executive power and constitutional freedoms erosion, can we honestly say that her beliefs, coupled with her vast lack of experience, are a safe bet for our future and our children's future. I hope people will refuse to gamble on those misearble odds.

September 25, 2008

Debates & Bailouts

This latest ploy to postpone tomorrow's debate seems to have backfired on McCain, but judging from the past few weeks, who knows what people are going to think at this point. I'm constantly stunned that people can watch the limited interviews with Sarah Palin and still think she's ready to be a heartbeat away from the most powerful position on our planet. But continue to support her they do.

Thank you, Obama, for having the balls to call his bluff. Damn straight the president needs to be able to multi-task.

If you look at the logistical nightmare that would result from rescheduling this debate, and at McCain's request to postpone the VP debate as well (isn't it enough that the Dems already agreed to go easy on Palin?), it's clear that this is a very well-crafted political ploy. Postponing these debates ensures that the millions of voters, in swing states no less, who are already casting their absentee ballots will not have a chance to watch a debate before making their decision.

It's sickening.

Excuse me while I ramble just a sec...

I was reminded last week of my infertility diagnosis when the doctor told me that I had no other options but in vitro, and how I immediately took her word as gospel despite knowing of countless other options I had not yet exhausted. All this despite the endless misdiagnoses I've witnessed my husband receive and the empowerment we've felt in finding alternatives that work.

It's natural that we look to our leaders, our trusted elites, to tell us how to fix things in a crisis. It's deeply ingrained in all of us.

When Paulson, Bernanke and Bush unveiled their bailout plan amid extreme fear of economic collapse and global insecurity, America said, "Oh shit, we'd better do what they say." At this point, I don't believe many Americans are doubting whether this has been one of the most corrupt administrations in history, which has time and again fed us lies to enact sweeping, unprecedented changes to the freedoms of our nation and its people.

No matter how much negotiation is done in Congress this week, these people are working within a box that was constructed by the Bush Administration. We're all bound to get totally screwed. Again.

September 22, 2008

In Defense of Elitism

Defense_of_elitism I've been neglectful of this blog as life has been blazing full steam ahead for months now, but this morning I realized that my current state of mind needs a place to vent. And where better to express myself...

I have been so wrapped up in this election: the politics, the financial crisis, the choices the candidates are making every single day that speak to their ability to lead our country (and the planet) out of the amazing messes we continue to create. Every day I'm left absolutely stunned by the state of my country.

I just finished reading this piece about Sarah Palin by one of my all-time, favorite intellectual writers, Sam Harris. He articulates so many of my thoughts about the state of this election. Please read it and tell me what you think.

Here's a little snippet:

Watching her deny to Gibson that she had ever harbored the slightest doubt about her readiness to take command of the world's only superpower, one got the feeling that Palin would gladly assume any responsibility on earth:

"Governor Palin, are you ready at this moment to perform surgery on this child's brain?"

"Of course, Charlie. I have several boys of my own, and I'm an avid hunter."

"But governor, this is neurosurgery, and you have no training as a surgeon of any kind."

"That's just the point, Charlie. The American people want change in how we make medical decisions in this country. And when faced with a challenge, you cannot blink."

January 23, 2007

Subliminal Advertising

It seems McDonald's is doing subliminal advertising now. I wonder if this will become the wave of the future (of if it's been going on for years unbeknownst to me) now that no one needs to watch commercials  anymore.

January 19, 2007

Guantanamo

Last night we finally watched The Road to Guantanamo, and I have to admit I wasn't nearly as outraged as I expected to be. Yes, the prisoners were tortured and horribly mistreated, but not really to the extent I imagined. And yes, the American soldiers are ignorant. Perhaps I'm just desensitized to torture and stupidity, or maybe my imagination is extreme. Maybe it was the lack of maiming and brutal beating kind of torture. Maybe the hype killed it for me. It's not that I didn't feel sick watching what they went through—I guess I just expected it to be so much worse than what I saw.

Essentially, I thought this was a sad, rather scary story of a particularly unfortunate case of high-stakes mistaken identity.

A  group of privileged, early 20-something Pakistani Brits decided, on a lark, to take a trip into Afghanistan during the U.S. invasion to see if there was any way they could help the refugees. One thing led to another, and they found themselves in the middle of nowhere dodging U.S. bombs and finally being captured. Only three of the original group survived, and eventually they ended up in Guantanamo together. Separate from my sympathies watching all they went through, on some level I understood why they were detained. Certainly not for the length of time they were kept, without being charged or given access to a lawyer, but still. They were ex-pat Pakistani's from the UK found among Taliban rebels in Afghanistan—it's not too hard to see why their interrogators were confused. The fact that they had alibis in the UK points to a breakdown in the communication of "intelligence," and makes their story even more frustrating and sympathetic.

For me, the most disturbing part of the movie came from a Bush sound-byte in which he smugly described the captives being detained at Guantanamo. "They're killers. They don't have the same values as we do." Excuse me? Different values than whom? Americans? Is he talking about Muslims having different values than Christians? Does he only mean followers of the Taliban? Surely he's aware that many of the people detained had nothing to do with the Taliban. Who's his "we"? That statement is so egregiously single-minded. The mere notion, let alone actuality, that the leader of a nation, any nation, could say something so totally, freaking absurd is laughable and very, very scary to me. The fact that it's the leader of my nation makes me very, very embarrassed.

January 09, 2007

Gadget Lust

I'm not sure I've ever coveted any techno item more than this new phone/iPod/computer in your pocket. Being a Mac user and a fan, I simply cannot believe what they have created. To me, and maybe I'm naive, the availability of this kind of technology seems like a giant leap into the future. I feel giddy (and incidentally, like a big dork).

March 29, 2006

Apathetically-challenged

Brooke recently posted a link to the World on Fire video by Sarah Mclachlan, and watching it again brought a flood of emotions down on me. It's not simply guilt or shame or incredulity, although all of those feelings certainly come up for me. Mainly I just feel revolted by my own reaction.

I'm not even sure where to start, or how all of these random feelings and thoughts seemed to culminate after watching that video again. I've seen it before, and I felt shocked and saddened--almost uplifted and motivated and then defeated and discouraged about the world in one instant. But part of what makes it so painful to watch a second time, months later, is that I couldn't remember any of it. Initially, I'd guess I spent an hour thinking about it and then I must have completely eradicated it from my memory. It was selfish and self-preserving and disgusting and absolutely normal.

Last week, I watched Goodnight and Good Luck, and I turned it off feeling so frustrated with the world and politics and money and greed and power. A film like that comes out, virtually daring all of us to take stand, take action, make something happen, and nothing changes. We might talk about it momentarily and entertain some notion of grandeur for a few minutes, but, as with this video, the motivations it might stir up are fleeting and no one really gets off their ass.

Last week Matt and I were talking about some recent pieces of news we'd heard: talk of invading Iran, Bush's doctrine of preemption, civil wars, corruption, etc., and we ended up focusing, the way we always do, on the politics of what we do not know or understand. The immense job of being a world super-power, the political and social implications of falling from that position, and the unfathomable amount of information we don't have to make any real statements in support of one decision over another. It's such a helpless, defeating conversation, and it's not the first time we've had it.

The main thing drudging these feelings of disgust to the surface lately is the fact that we're in the midst of a couple noisy legal battles right now. And after what happened with our previous business, I am just feeling so over it all. I wish we didn't have to fight anyone off to get ahead, but despite all our best intentions and moral actions, if we don't fight back we will get trampled. We've worked too hard to get trampled. So we are forced to pour money down the legal drain despite having done absolutely everything "right." It's screwed up.

When I think about politics or societal structure or wealth and power--all of the things that make up this world of ugliness I feel surrounded by lately--I have this little-girl voice in my ear that says, "The world is a big, bad ugly place. Why does it have to be this way?" I have this instinct to hole up in some cabin off the grid and farm and barter my way through life. Just escape all of it. Get really radical in my apathy. But then there's the voice saying, "Stand up and fight back, you wuss."

I'm glad there are artists out there challenging everyone's apathy about the harsh realities of our world.

Recently Rented

  • : Across the Universe

    Across the Universe
    There's something so satisfying about watching some of your all time favorite songs fictionalized on film. Normally I'm not a big fan of musicals, but for too many reasons to count, this one rocked! (*****)

  • : No End in Sight

    No End in Sight
    The list of very prominent insiders who agreed to be interviewed in this exposé on the US failure in Iraq is, in a word, staggering. I was left feeling like someone had just been slapping me across the face for an hour and a half. You know, in a good way. (*****)

  • : Michael Clayton

    Michael Clayton
    Who doesn't love layered characters and a tense, gripping plot? Tilda Swinton's performance really knocked my socks off—all that lonely psyching herself up and the moment of her final realizations. Wow. (****)

  • : Gone Baby Gone

    Gone Baby Gone
    It's extremely rare that a movie make me contemplate my own morality to the point where I'm still hashing it out weeks later. Such a complex tale with overlapping story lines and intense emotions—3 cheers for Ben Affleck (and his wonderful cast) for totally pulling it off! Can't wait to see what he directs next time around. (*****)

  • : The Business of Being Born

    The Business of Being Born
    As much as I wanted to love this documentary (such a passionate subject for me), I only just liked it, a lot. I wished it could have been more profound, made its point more absolutely and been a lot less NYC elitish. Classic case of my hopes being sky high. It was good. Watch it. (****)

  • : Into the Wild

    Into the Wild
    Profound, inspiring and beautifully acted, this movie about making the most of our humanity is both uplifting and sentimental. Emile Hirsch bowled me over again and again. Loved Eddie Vedder's soundtrack too. (*****)

  • : Eagle vs. Shark

    Eagle vs. Shark
    Jemaine Clement, of Flight of the Conchords fame, is brilliantly despicable in this black romantic comedy from New Zealand. But as his lovesick girlfriend (sweet Loren Horsley) slowly learns more about why he's such a schmuck, you can't help but smile, cringe and wish them well. (****)

  • : Waitress

    Waitress
    Such a sweet, deadpan, non-cliché fairytale with the ever-adorable Keri Russell, not to mention Nathan Fillion, who is pure perction as her OB/GYN lover. I found it refreshing to see a pregnant character struggling to connect with her baby and accept what the future has in store. (****)

  • : The Lives of Others

    The Lives of Others
    Edge-of-your-seat and elegantly told film about a patriotic man in East Germany whose blinders are slowly removed as he is forced to choose between his convictions and condemning an honorable man. (*****)

  • : The Fountain

    The Fountain
    Love stories don't work without chemistry, and Hugh Jackman and Rachel Weisz totally have it, in abundance. Watch it because it's beautiful. Watch it because it's trippy. Or hell, watch it for the most seductive, sensual sex scenes in recent memory. (*****)

On my nightstand

  • Michael Pollan: In Defense of Food: An Eater's Manifesto
    After a long library wait, I finally have this in my hot little hands, but now I'm having trouble actually picking it up. The first chapter leads me to believe this one isn't necessarily going to teach me anything I don't already know.
  • Laura Lippman: What the Dead Know: A Novel
    I felt shockingly undisturbed by this story of an infertile couple who loose their adopted teenage daughters to a kidnapper. The frequent time and perspective jumps didn't seem confusing some much as convoluted, and I'm always irritated when I figure out the big twist a chapter before it's revealed. (***)
  • Al Gore: The Assault on Reason

    Al Gore: The Assault on Reason
    I don't usually find non-fiction books about politics to be page-turners, but this one has me on the edge. Deftly balances democratic ideals with the problems we face as modern-day, plugged-in Americans. (****)

  • Barbara Kingsolver: Animal, Vegetable, Miracle: A Year of Food Life

    Barbara Kingsolver: Animal, Vegetable, Miracle: A Year of Food Life
    Inspiring, intelligent and passionate. I haven't read a Kingsolver book I didn't love, but she takes it to another level for me with this memoir of a year spent feeding her family with local and homegrown food. I'm already dreaming of an expanded garden this summer. (*****)

  • T.C. Boyle: Talk Talk

    T.C. Boyle: Talk Talk
    Read this entire book in one blissful, hangover-induced stupor. I love the varied points of view of T.C. Boyle's novels. An identity thief, a deaf woman and a special effects artist--those are some pretty interesting perspectives... (****)

  • Randine Lewis: The Infertility Cure: The Ancient Chinese Wellness Program for Getting Pregnant and Having Healthy Babies

    Randine Lewis: The Infertility Cure: The Ancient Chinese Wellness Program for Getting Pregnant and Having Healthy Babies
    Love her descriptions of how Chinese medical doctors view the body and health. She gives me hope. (****)

  • Angela C. Wu: Fertility Wisdom: How Traditional Chinese Medicine Can Help Overcome Infertility

    Angela C. Wu: Fertility Wisdom: How Traditional Chinese Medicine Can Help Overcome Infertility
    Dr. Wu practices in San Francisco, and after reading most of this book, I'm very tempted to go see her. Her recommendations are so counter-western-intuitive, but her written explanations make me hopeful. (****)

  • Kazuo Ishiguro: When We Were Orphans

    Kazuo Ishiguro: When We Were Orphans
    I've been trying to read this for years, but I'm finally past the 100 page hump. So, it's looking like I might actually finish it this time. (***)

  • T.C. Boyle: The Inner Circle

    T.C. Boyle: The Inner Circle
    A riveting fictional account of sex scientist Alfred Kinsey and his apostles. Such a page turner. I always find myself drawn to Boyle's naïve characters, probably because they're so believable. (*****)

  • Michael Pollan: The Omnivore's Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals

    Michael Pollan: The Omnivore's Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals
    Intricately blends history and politics and our modern food woes. Loving every word of this very important work. (*****)

Listening to

  • Feist: Let It Die

    Feist: Let It Die
    Lovin' her. She walks a line between the emotional and tongue-in-cheek. Her BeeGee's cover, Inside & Out, is so, so fun. (*****)

  • Amy Winehouse: Back to Black

    Amy Winehouse: Back to Black
    So reminiscent of Dinah Washington and Barbara Lewis. Watch her acoustic sessions on youtube. There's no denying she's something special. I hope she gets her life together because I think she's a special talent. (****)

  • Feist: The Reminder

    Feist: The Reminder
    Embarrassing that it took an ad on the Apple website to turn me on to this amazing force. I am so smitten with her I can hardly stand it. (*****)

  • Lucinda Williams: West

    Lucinda Williams: West
    Haunting.

  • Tori Amos: American Doll Posse

    Tori Amos: American Doll Posse
    I'm embarrassed to admit that my 5 year old knows a lot of the words.

  • Wilco: Sky Blue Sky

    Wilco: Sky Blue Sky
    Hate it Here—brilliant!

  • : Half the Perfect World

    Half the Perfect World
    Boozy with romance. (****)

  • : Modern Times

    Modern Times
    Cannot get enough of this blues-y album. (*****)